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Day 137: one of your wildest dreams

I always have nightmares about whales for some reason and my dreams are always revolving around survival.

Day 138: one of the nicest things anyone has said to you

“I appreciate you, Christelle.” 

Day 139: something you can’t wait for

Retirement lol and future vacations where I don’t have to worry about anything. 

Day 140: how do you feel about people disrespecting their parents

I look down on them only if they have no fucking reason to disrespect them whatsoever. If their parents provide them with a home, food and clothes they have no excuse to disrespect them. Relationships with parents aren’t always great all the time but in the end, the ones that have raised you with all that they can don’t deserve to be disrespected. 

Day 141: someone who fascinates you

I’d just sound really creepy but a lot of people fascinate me; like how they act, think and all that stuff. But that’s like one of the things that I keep to myself. I’m no creeper though. I’m not some psycho stalker trying to voodoo people. 

Day 142: how have you changed in the past 2 years

Yeah, I’ve changed. Not drastically like I’m a completely new person but I’ve definitely gained and lost some characteristics to where I am now. No one goes through time without change of some sort.

Day 143: how important you think education is

It’s the most important thing. People say that grades don’t reflect how smart you are, but in reality, colleges ultimately base their choices on that the majority of the time. It’s pretty funny how kids just neglect their education because they think they’re being rebellious going against the “wrongful” system. Well, it’s the only system that exists so deal with it. 

Day 144: are you planning on having children one day

Yeah, definitely. Not ready for the pain and never will be but yeah, definitely. Two kids at the least, three kids at the most. 

Day 145: is it easy to trust others

Yeah, I honestly trust way too easily. I always pour things out to anyone who offers their attention to me whenever I have troubles. It’s not a good thing at all and I need to change that. 

Day 146: is there someone that makes you happy every time you see them

Yes, whenever I look in the mirror. Haha just kidding I’m not a conceited bitch. Austin makes me happy every time I see him like no one else. 

Day 136

Uhh well I can’t think like my 12 year old self because, of course, I’m not 12 anymore.  Probably not though.

Day 133

I’d definitely take the million. Regrets can be forgotten or made up for. 

Day 134

Yeah, I guess. I think I don’t appreciate the good things I have enough, so that needs to change.

Day 135

Change is progress.

Day 132

Yeah, I definitely think ex’s can be friends. I’ve seen that a lot of times but for me, yeah we can be friends, but it’s never going to be the same again haha no matter if we both moved on already. 

Day 129

I don’t really have a favorite month of the year since a lot of good and bad things happen every month. But I definitely like the months where it’s not too hot or too cold. I can’t even name them because the weather’s been so out of wack lately.

Day 130

I would bring Ethan Hunt.

Day 131

I worry about what people think of me, school, my future, my obligations and responsibilities. 

Day 126

In a way but it wasn’t a huge deal. 

Day 127

I do but only for little things.

Day 128

I don’t think I have one. 

Day 124

No. 

Day 125

Yeah, multiple times and it’s always backfired on me. 

Day 123

Yeah, but a little too quickly if you ask me. 

Day 122

• watching movies
• having fun outside
• sleeping
• long conversations with people
• homework
• Tumblr
• Facebook
• Youtube

Day 121

Some of them are ridiculous and stupid but some are pretty accurate. Idk, I don’t really want to elaborate on this. 

Day 119

• divorce
• decide whether to die giving birth or have an abortion
• idk there are a whole lot of depressing stuff I can list but I’d rather not lol

Day 117

Day 118

The people that are strong, independent and motivated inspire me the most. 

Day 116

he might kill me for posting this picture up HAHA <3 but hey it’s perfect 

Day 115

Yeah, definitely. I loved being single because I was free and I had no worries. I could do whatever I wanted and I didn’t feel like I was tied down anymore. Don’t get me wrong, being in a relationship is amazing too but you don’t need to go looking for someone to be with if there currently isn’t anyone to call your significant other. Being happy single also means being independent. Codependency is not cute and independence also takes you a lot farther with things in life other than relationships. 

But anyway, you know what they say, before you love and be happy with anyone else you must first love and be happy with yourself.  

Day 113

No, I definitely don’t think so. When you have something like a goal, yeah you’ll succeed and get what you want by working hard for it but there are things that are just not in your control. So no, with just the wish and want for something, you’re not going to get it.